well…
hello dear readers, kinda long time not greet y’all from my blog…
i am kinda busy , or let say try to busy or seems like busy, and
actually i am not busy at all. i just feel empty in every condition.
maybe i am bored of something or just want to stay calm.
empty, just like that, i don’t feel anything, i don’t feel love, i
don’t feel safe, i just live my life following the current direction
flows. and this emptiness pressed me softly. i hate being myself right
now. i didn’t recognize myself. i lost my soul. i trapped in an unknown
condition, i don’t know how to out from this big black hole. too much
trashy mind to be thought, sins. too much talk, confuse what to be
realized, stressed out. embarrassed with all past deeds, afraid of what
come tomorrow.
hey, who are you? you are God’s armor don’t you? so why you did those
bullshit thingy? where’s your mind? where’s your heart? remember,
you’ve been redeemed, and you have to show people that you are His
daughter. so stop doing fake and illogical things. forget the past,
don’t ever look back. and start your new day with new hopes.
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